I'm really angry and irritable.

Losing my job seemed like such an inconsequential thing to me last week. Today I feel that loss of self-worth and -esteem dramatically, and it's so raw I want to scream. Instead I can't seem to even cry.

Traveling for several days right after was obviously a mistake as well, and one I will not be making again any time soon. I recently promised my sister I will visit her sometime nearer to summer. I may be able to defer longer, I don't know, but I know I can't make that trip. It's almost exactly the same length to drive as the one I went on over the weekend and still feel like rubbish from that one.

Oh well. I'm done complaining for now. I'm off to Twitter to block or unfollow anyone who says word one about politics.

Categories mental health, depression